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As I prepare for two (very different) upcoming shows this weekend, I have noticed a very strange disconnect between my public artist self and my private self. I suspect most artists go through this now and again: "If people ONLY KNEW what my daily life is like, and what I overcome on a daily basis, and how much work goes into putting together an hour (more or less) of entertainment..." Then what? Maybe some little girls would change their minds about wanting to become Rock Stars and Actresses? Maybe some people would respect me more? Maybe my "friends" would support me more? I don't know, but what I do know is, I wouldn't be living this life except for that something Greater Than Me which compels me to do so. I am infinitely inspired and artistically courageous in spite of myself.